Para's Ponderings

I am well and truly dedicating my entire existence to this. Nothing else matters.

I will be exactly what I need to be in order to keep this happening. I will do things that scare me, I will go against my nature. I will do literally anything to make this happen.

This approval is all that matters to me. I will be exactly what you want me to be, or I’ll die trying.

You are everything and I am nothing. But the only something I want to be is wanted by you.

I remember Thursday very well. I replay it in my mind every waking moment. I think that should be my whole purpose.

I would throw my whole life away if it would lead me to a reality in which all I did was spend my time showing you how amazing you are.